Yesterday, i had a big headed, stubbornly NOT wanting to be born little boy with a future full of possibilities.
Today, I've got a smaller-headed, but still stubborn boy with just as many possibilities--but now neither of us know what they are.
Yesterday i had a little munchkin who ate pumpkin soup, green beans, meat and a myriad of other foods.
Today i have a child who will eat 5 things, and a much easier and equally frustrating menu plan.
Yesterday I had quiet bonding mornings with baby to breast.
Today i still miss it.
Yesterday i had a little grub who labeled everything in sight, and never asked a question.
Today i've got a kid who actually asks me what i'm doing. constantly.
Yesterday we had playdates and mommy & me and friends at the park
Today, we don't.
Yesterday, i would watch him spin and shake his head, and worry.
Today i watch him toe-walk and peripherally gaze, and i don't.
Yesterday i had Yo Gabba Gabba and Thomas
Today i have Thomas, and even more trains.
Yesterday he closed one circle.
Today he can close 5 or more.
Yesterday we had routines.
Today we have routines.
Yesterday i had doubts.
Today, i have doubts.
Yesterday i had meltdowns.
Today i have meltdowns.
Yesterday i had questions.
Today i have questions.
Yesterday, tomorrow made up most of my day.
Today, i put both yesterday and tomorrow aside.
Because, in the end, they don't matter.
